A Message from Lusiana Lukman & Petition

UPDATE: Please sign the new petition.

We Demand Transparency from the Royal Conservatory's Investigation

From Lara St John, Lusiana Lukman, Jonathan Biss and Scott St. John,

 

The Royal Conservatory of Music in Toronto has finally commissioned an overdue investigation into its lengthy history of instructors sexually abusing students, many of them minors. Yet its leadership has thus far refused to make a commitment to publish the results of that investigation. We call on them to make such a commitment; without doing so, the investigation provides only a veneer of accountability, without doing anything to redress the wrongs of the past or prevent them from taking place in the future.

 

At other institutions, real change has come when new leadership genuinely resolved to expose the past and then move forward with a new attitude and effective new protections for the students under their care. Refusing to commit to publication indicates a desire to keep hiding the past, if it turns out to be too sordid for their liking. We already know that the past has been sordid; multiple survivors have related their experiences of sexual abuse at the RCM to us. In refusing to commit to publication, the current leadership is demonstrating that they are not prepared to make substantive changes.

 

We have seen this scenario play out at other institutions. When leadership is committed to change, then change happens. Otherwise, the status quo is maintained, and the crimes of staff members past and present continue to be shielded from public scrutiny.

 

Survivors are well aware of this pattern of deception. As a result, when no commitment to publication is made, they are understandably reluctant to share their personal experiences with investigators, even when those investigators appear to be making a conscientious effort. There is little point in reexploring one’s past traumas in front of strangers – a process that is always painful and often retraumatizing – if the goal of the project is simply to whitewash an institution’s history. Reports that go unpublished serve no purpose other than to allow the leadership to announce that action was taken, even if the action has no impact. The investigators typically do not get very far with their work when it is based on such a shallow level of commitment.

 

We the undersigned call upon the leadership of the RCM to make an unequivocal commitment to publish the findings of the investigation they have commissioned. To do anything less amounts to a clear choice to hide the past and protect sexual predators and their enablers from public scrutiny.

 

Sincerely, Lara, Lusiana, Jonathan and Scott

 

Lara St. John, C.M. : Director of Dear Lara and violinist who is public about her
abuse as a child at the Curtis Institute.

 

Lusiana Lukman: Executive Founding Director of Toronto’s Classical Music Conservatory who is public about her s
exual abuse as a child by Boris Berlin and how the RCM enabled it.

 

Jonathan Biss: Concert pianist and
former professor
at the Royal Conservatory of Music.

 

Scott St. John: Violin/viola chamber musician and professor who resigned from California’s Colburn Conservatory in protest at how they buried abuse.

PETITION:
Demand the RCM Toronto conduct an Independent Investigation into Sexual Abuse

Dear everyone:

 

One of the main reasons I started the Classical Music Conservatory in 1997 was because I was personally sexually abused at the RCM (as you would know from being part of CMC and how we operate, which includes having a camera and a clear, large window in every studio for everyone’s safety). As you can imagine, this is not something I talked about before now, as it’s not really a happy topic. However, it has been our mission to DO BETTER and CARE for our students in every way that we can since the beginning of CMC and that is who we are and will continue to be.

 

I went public about my abuse at the RCM in a Toronto Star article on February 7th of this year. Since that time, I have yet to hear back from the RCM in response to the article. On the other hand, I have heard from other survivors who were also abused at the RCM.

 

I simply cannot let the systemic abuse of children and women continue, and as part of that, I have started a petition with the support of many. The petition demands that the RCM conduct an independent investigation into sexual abuse at its institution.

 

The petition is now LIVE – click HERE.

 

If you haven’t already done so, please kindly both of you sign and share, if you are willing to do so. Thank you SO much!!

 

It’s also on my Facebook and Instagram:
https://www.facebook.com/lusianalukmanCanada
https://www.instagram.com/birucalamari/

 

The Canadian premiere of the “Dear Lara” documentary powerfully shows that this problem is global. It took place at the Isabel Bader Theater at 7:00pm on Monday April 20th, 2026.

 

Click HERE to view the Dear Lara trailer.

 

Thank you for reading, your support, and your consideration.

 

Sincerely,

Lusiana Lukman
Executive Founding Director
Classical Music Conservatory